When dark clouds fill your skies
Hiding sunshine from your eyes
Say His name, see His form, hold on
Hold on, Sai Ram
Say His name, see His form, hold on

When things are getting rough
And you feel enough’s enough
Say His name, see His form, hold on
Hold on, Sai Ram
Say His name, see His form, hold on

When life seems so unfair
And no one seems to care
Say His name, see His form, hold on
Hold on, Sai Ram
Say His name, see His form, hold on

Keep a smile and say I can
Love and serve your fellowman
Say His name, see His form, hold on
Hold on, Sai Ram
Say His name, see His form, hold on

Hungry.Tired.Angry.Sad.Excited.Anxious.Impatient.Sleepy.Annoyed.Emotional.Jumpy.Menyampah :P .Dejected.Empty.

Trying to compartmentalize my emotions (not as a part of my psychology assignment).
And what the hell happened to the xanga editor??

 

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Why get agitated? Let Me take care of all your business. I shall be the one who will think about them. I am waiting for nothing else than your surrender to Me, and then you do not have to worry any more about anything. Say farewell to all fears and discouragement. You demonstrate that you do not trust Me. On the contrary, you must rely blindly on Me.

To surrender means: To turn your thoughts away from troubles, to turn them away from difficulties you encounter and from all your problems. Leave everything into My hands saying "Lord, Thy will be done. Thou think of it." That is to say: "Lord I thank you for you have taken everything in your hands, and you will resolve this for my highest good."

Remember that thinking of the consequences of a thing is contrary to surrender. That is to say, when you worry that a situation has not had the desired outcome, you thus demonstrate that you do not believe in My love for you. You will prove that you do not consider your life to be under My control and that nothing escapes Me.

Never think: How is this to end?... What is going to happen? If you give into this temptation, you demonstrate that you do not trust Me. Do you want Me to deal with it...yes or no? Then you must stop being anxious about it! I shall guide you only if you completely surrender to Me and when I must lead you into a different path than the one that you expect, I carry you in My arms.

What seriously upsets you is your reasoning, your worrying, your obsession, your will to provide for yourselves at any price. I can do so many things when the being, as much in his material necessities as in his spritual ones, turns to Me saying: "You think of it." then he closes his eyes and rests quietly. You will receive a lot but only when your prayer will rely fully upon Me. You pray to Me when in pain so that I intervene, but in the way you desire it. You do not rely on Me, but you want Me to adjust your requests.

Don't behave like sick ones who ask a treatment to the doctor, all the time suggesting it to him. Do not do that; but rather, even in sad circumstances, say: "Lord I praise and thank You for this problem, for this necessity. I pray You to arrange things as You please for this terrestrial and temporal life. You know very well what is best for me."

Sometimes you feel that disasters increase instead of diminish. Do not get agitated. Close your eyes and tell me with faith: "Thy will be done. You think of it." And when you speak thus, I accomplish a miracle when necessary. I only think of it when you trust me totally. I always think of you, but I can only help you completely when you rely fully on Me.

—Sathya Sai Baba

 

Started Biochemistry this week. So far it has been an absolute nightmare because there so many names to remember; from enzymes to drugs and cycles.

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Glycolytic cycle  and Gluconeogenesis..(don't ask)

 

 But lectures on its own are quite fun because Dr. Noraini is rather entertaining as she keeps relating her experiences while practicing.

Tomorrow will be our very first clinical visit! Well technically last week was the first but as we visited the Malaysian Federation of Deaf People, it doesn't really count (BO-ring, as we just walked around the office,we did meet a few deaf people though who communicated through sign language )

 

 

 

I bought Mansfield Park today- out of peer pressure. Though I haven't gotten past the cover yet thanks to all the assignments yet to be done.

 

 

The girl who put all the pressure, Najah. Actually she was just reading it until we started glorifying Jane Austen (as usual) so I had this gila desire to read it too.Haha yeah right,admist all the workload that would just be suicide.

 

I realised how weird it was for most of mt housemates to loathe cats because usually Malays seemed to adore them..Hmm I guess you can never generalise..

 

 

The cat Atiqah (my first ever friend at CUCMS) and I encountered while jogging. Hehe not camera shy eh?

 

The look that says " I don't eat chocolate muffins you dumbo"

 

 

And now to finish another long essay.Groan